Monday, August 27, 2007

A Year Gone By

Ok, so it's been almost a year since my first posting. I have many excuses. How about I've been living out of a suitcase, I was on a series medications that made the winter hardly bearable, and I had a long awaited surgery for a condition that had me completely worn down. Add on the emotional slump after breaking up with the man I moved to Switzerland for.

Inspiring, huh? Well, I feel the worst is over now. I had to take those chances and go through the fire. It leaves room for new birth. I've relocated back to Montana after being "stuck" in New England for about a year -- the benefits of which, I had an awesome surgeon in Boston, and I was able to truly connect with family again and appreciate what it means to have family. I can see that everything does happen in perfect timing and order. It reminds me of a quote "When God closes a door, he opens a window -- even if it is hell in the hallway"

I declare hell in the hallway as being over! It's time for the sunshine to come again. And so the process of crawling back into my own skin has started here in Montana...it's a slow process, requires patience of oneself, forgiveness, and GRATITUDE :)